that don’t warrant a page by themselves
or seem to fit better here
pending poems index
chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page
got
up
this
morning
i
was
going
to
do
gardening
clean
the
house
and
mow
the
lawn
i
got
a
heap
of
writing done
the
garden
house
cleaning
and
lawn
didn’t
get
done
and
i
have
a
dental
appointment
tomorrow
point
of
a
poem
is
that
it
is
a
unity
of
action
with
linguistics
it's
not
just
writing
its
is
a
mix
of
right
and
wrong
its the whole point of it
you
can
write
about
something
you
can
do
something
about
something
without doing
is
meaningless
there’s
no
money
in
it
and
it
takes
a
lot
of
time
so
what’s
the
point
of it ?
first
part
of
problem
solving
is
to
see
you
don’t
understand
its
that
simple
is
so
thick
on
a
poetry
board
you
can
crush
it
you
read
poetry
you
have
to
be
very
careful
to
write
it
because
it
is
very
damaging
otherwise
not
even
possible
to
discuss
a
poem
you
can
reply
to
it
as
a
poem
and
that’s
about
it
internet
makes
things
transparent
prices
for
one
thing
intellectual
shortfalls
for
another
they
use
the words
of
others
and
don’t
use
their
own
words
its poisonous
devil
is
nonsense
though
perversity
is
not
experience
of
god
is
he/she/it
is
very
imperfect
and
illness
shakes
one’s
head
can
tell
me
its
not
so
because
you
don’t
want
to
think
it
so
but
that
doesn’t
make
it
not
so
think
sex
is
what
keeps
life
circular
secret
of
a
good
con
is
to
be
partly
convinced
your
self
infinity
partly
believes
in
reality
zen
is
not
nutty
what
is
it ?
mentally
retarded
gurus
fairy
stories
pseudo
historical
fiction
endless
craziness
kinkade
is
excrement
his
paintings
are
amplified
kitsch !
juxtapostions
of
inconsistent
elements
that
a
difference
between
visions
and
day
dreams
what’s
the
difference ?
you’ve
ever
had
a
real
vision
you
are
interested
in
anyone
else
who
has
unfortunately
hens
teeth
are
a
a multitude
compared !
woman
who
was
jealous
of
the
evening
problem
of
life
is
the
problem
of
unresolvable
knots
where
what
you
need
gives
rise
to
unending
deeper
problems
cannot
resolve
problems
by
making
them
simpler
than
they
are
the
gross
oversimplifications
of
diets
recursive
complexity
of
nutritionally
supported
biochemistry
cannot
be
circumvented
the
gods
favour
they
deny
can
be
a
genuine
perception
of
ultimate
reality
a
s
a
child
of
6
or
seven
that
is
lost
with the
various
neural
prunings
infinite
is
a
limited
notion
fractals
are
a
limited
notion
unlimited
is
a limited
notion
limited
is
an
unlimited
notion
well
anything
i
do
is
poisoned !
day
you
wake
up
and
realise
how
the
world
is
can
never
be
any
other
way
is
a
miracle
can
only
see
something
if
you
work
at
it
evolve
to
diets
diet
is
not
separate
from
human
biology
is
not
the
be
all
and
end
all
problem
all
religion
has
and
its
all
the
same
is
they
are
just
mediocre
minds
basically
it
does
fulfill
a
social
purpose
makes
men
less
murderous
to
each
other
within
the
same
religion
or
social
grouping
of
course
need
to
develop
a
more
fluid
and
artistic
schema
not
religious
though
dali
did
quite
well
on
a
combination
even in wrong minded stupidity there can be sense at times
you
watch
a
tv
program
you
can
believe
in
the
story
or
disbelieve
in
the
story
education
is
moving
into
the
volunteer
realm
world
is
not
a
better
place
for
me
correcting
you
world’s
first
nutritional
supplement
armed
invasion
and
africans
invading
western
europe
on
the
back
of
vitamin D
dali
is
not
100%
brain
palette
is
emotion
whereas
mine
is
thought
hate
men
hate
hate
hate
why
are
they
such
stupid
bastards
what
do
i
need
them
for ?
r
like
overgrown
roses
they
need
trimming
to
bring
out
the
best
and
of
course
they
are
full
of
thorns
don't
think
men
realise
how
animalistic
women
are
work
a
unique
synthesis
of
modern
and
ancient
i've
learnt
with
women
is
you
need
to
massage
what's
between
the
ears
are
as
intelligent
as
humans
especially
bears
net
is
a
huge
involvement
trap
love
because
if
they
didn't
they
would
never
stick
around
they
are
too
capricious
interesting
the
extent
to
which
politics
is
about
ideas
moron
norms
think
because
they
can't
understand
it
that
it's
not
understandable !
intelligence
says
i
can't
understand
it,
that's
all
is
there
something
rather
than
nothing ?
it's
because
there
are
infinite
possibilites
and
one
of
those
possibilities
is
it
can
exist
what it
seems
or
just
another
day dream ?
used
to
go
mad
a
lot
once
it
was
syphilis
and
lead
and
arsenic
is
immortality
a
fiction
a
figment
yet
wasn't
heraclitus
immortal
what
does
he
know
of
it?
nothing
but
aces
all
the
time
can
be
a
bit
intimidating
i
swear
i
don't
know
where
they
come
from
is
only
liked
by
the
masses
if
it
doesn't
hurt
their
brains
which
only
run
along
certain
lines
sickly
sentiment
being
the
main
one
need
not
be
true
or
very
true
at
least
broad
visions
are
less
true
than
narrow
visions
i
think
a
true
vision
is
of
the
instance
( maybe they have no dimension )
sorta
disturbing
but
ultimately
there's
no
morality
no
right
or
wrong
is
our
life
poisoned ?
people
mean
by
hypochondria
is
complaining
before
you
are
about
to
drop
dead
there's
no -
one
there
i
know
it's
about
right
we
make
the
world
it
unravels !
i
right
or
am
i
wrong
if
i
am
right
what
does
it
matter ?
only
to
me
are
some
things
it
has
taken
me
years
to
get
of
the
million
not
even
one
is
right
of
ten
million
perhaps
one
is
a
medieval
religion
osma
bin
laden
acting
a
s
a
proxy
for
those
ancestors
who
fought
the
crusaders
rot
with
modern
art
set
in
when
andy
warhol
convinced
the
world
that
what
he
did
was
art
he
had
a
good
conceptual
understanding
but
art
melds
that
with
productive
labour
no results found for zen is nutty
double check on bing
we did not find any results for zen is nutty .
unreal !
christianity is nutty on bing
7 results
about 31 results on google
it's
a
strange
strange
world
where
the
millions
rule
and
the
lonely
true
voice
is
all
that
is
saying it
hundred
billion
morons
can't
be
wrong
or
can
they
be ?
can
be
a
fruitcake
but
not
wrong
doesn't
have
it
wrong
but
the
view
that
materiality
is
the
ultimate
reality
is
wrong !
it's
a
trap
i
have
even
seen
toni
packer
fall
into
think
one
of
the
modern
problems
is
physics
has
got
confused
with
metaphysics
heraclitus
got
physics
wrong
but
it
doesn't
matter
modern
physics
has
it
right
but
it
doesn't
help
just
have
so
little
tolerance
for
anything
different
what this implies is there is other intelligent life in the universe
its not probable, its certain, all no doubt with their equivalent of biofilms as well
the ligands are pretty basic to functional biochemistry and the compendium and BCD supplement principles, for instance why non protein bound mineral forms suit bad bacteria so much!
is
terminally
incomplete
unceasingly
moving
what
does
this
mean ?
can
tell
the
twits
what
they
don t
want
to
hear
well
they
are
successful
at
something
not
hearing
nothing
sadder
than
middle
class
who
can't
make
the
grade
as
middle
class
like
me
the eyes are set within the transparent head so they can see from within the head, what look like the eyes are in fact nostrils
or
bad
the
outlook
is
always
unknown
the
time
you
have
done
something
you
have
worked
out
how
to
do
it
planet
and
a
star !
is
everything
i
do
cryingly
difficult
because
i
am
prepared
to
go
into
that
area ?
is
life
about ?
bearing
with
the
emptiness
and
utter
futility
of
it's
nothingness
nutty
to
believe
in
historically
fictitious
figures
like
buddha
and
jesus
and
mohammed
religion
make
schizophrenics
or
just
make
them
worse ?
if
it's
useful
what
is
the
context
if
it
entrains
schizophrenia
that's
pretty
much
evidenced
by
the
nuttiness
of
zen
man
without
a
woman
is
a
victim
a
man
with
a
woman
is
a
victim
why
does
evolution
have
to
be
so
smart ?
why
do
all
those
women
sound
like
they
are
having
oral
sex
and
the
men
humping
and
the
public
lapping
it
up ?
just
an
excuse
to
hang
old
women
and
gain
their
property
looked
a
bit
i
looked
deeper
why
do
i
have
to
get
involved
with
this ?
what looked
young or nascent
is
in
fact
senile
decay
world
is
tangibly
distinctly
truely
the
world
is
schizophrenic
and
you
deliver
insanity
to
the
schizophrenics
who
can
be
blamed?
is
utility
here
if
you
are
prepared
to
take
it
things
pass
what
once
was
is
no
more
neural
pruning
is
murderous !
don't
rate
their
lives
highly
they
do
rate
their
needs
highly tho
brain
is
female
the
face
has
a
beard
everything
is
upside
i'm
not
a
person
who
lives
for
today
maybe
i ought
to
more !
something
is
easy
making
something
is
not
you
don't
have
to
do
something
for
money
you
can
understand
it
better
pretender
to
the
philosophy
crown
you
are
right
doesn't
actually
make
you
right
one
is
interested
they
are
all
too
busy
doing
something
else
being
wrong
basically
sick
of
wrong
turnings
endless
wrong
turnings
wouldn't
know
a
right
turning
if
i
fell
over
it
a bit
of
sense
or
nonsense
or
sense
yesterday remembered today
spiked
by
the
icicle
eyes
my
dream
failed
roses
don't
hold
the
pillars
up
the
absent stone
does
you
are
looking
at
a
painting
you
are
seeing
some-one’s
mind
or
reading
a
poem
english
is
a
complete
and
utter
waste
of
time
it
has
just
become
poisoned
maybe
it
always
was
actually
i
think
the
notion
of
god
is
kitsch
is
the
world
full
of
nuts ?
don't
think
meditation
does
anything
except
embed
schizophrenia
not
trying
to
be
something
that
you
want
it
to
be
can
look
but
don't
understand
huge
demands
that
just
paying
anyone
attention
makes
is
some
real
interesting
stuff
on
the
net
that
has
just
disappeared
the
author
knows
and
the
reader
knows
but
it
is
gone
i
guess
the
author
knows
if
they
are
still
around
you
don’t
need
it
you
can
see
what
something
is
when
you
do
you
can’t
i
annoy
women
being
a
sort
of
failed male
they
can
see
there’s
something
there
but
i
am
too
damaged
to
be
of
any
use
to
them
a
lesbian
model
of
reality
took
me
a
long
while
to
realise
even
the
sick
and
needy
have
their
self-esteem
wrong
minded
though
it
might
be
have
no
notion
of
policy
they
take
each
case
individually
i
am
not
saying
it
is
wrong
had
a
long
way
to
go
and
still
have
a
long
way
to
go
we
really
are
empty
imagined
scenes
it's
amazing
how
we
delude
ourselves
genetic
fusion
the
impetus
of
life
gives
the
time
of
day
to
anything
half
authentic
fool
including
himself
something
wrong
with
the
world
and
it's
intrinsic
and
its
never
going
to
be
any
different
culture
specializes
in
the
display
of
fake
emotion
is
looney
tunes
and
the
human
approach
to
death
is
the
looniest
of
them
all
criticise
any
religion
because
life
is
basically
meaningless
and
religion
is
the
attempt
to
make
meaning
which
is
an illusory subset
within the larger realm of meaninglessness
this guy says low solar activity for the next fifteen years
the media are spinning up catastrophically high sunspot activity
i
suppose
they
are
not
mutually
incompatible
for an object so big and long lived
it
has
some
surprisingly
short
term
instabilities
more
than
one
geometery
out
there
lines
may
never
meet
or
not
meet
equal
angles
can
be
unequal
the
moon
shines
brighter
than
the
sun
is
a
contradiction
two
sets
of
parallel
sides
that
meet
and
don't
meet
is
its
own
origin
heartbeat
changes
the
day
best
con's
are
half
sincere
vast
majority
of
humanity
never
have
and
never
will
have
read
john keats
this
your
own
thinking
or
some -
one
else's
thinking ?
am
a
nightmare
to
myself
is not so much a crisis
as being stuck on a bare plain
there
any
work
is
there
something
or
nothing ?
you
get
older
the
cycle
of
life
becomes
apparent
from
the
wrong
side
: o (
does
time
begin
and
end ?
my
shoebox ?
you
want
to
know
what
old
age
is
like
mother
teresa
has
already
told
you
empty
and
without
meaning
is
the
acme
of
mediocracy
just
want
to
go
to
sleep
and
sleep
the
sleep
of
endless
sleep
feel
foolish
for
trying
to
tell
you
anything
just
want
to
be
robust
about
it
things
happen
and
you
get
hurt
a
lot
and
there's
no
clear
right
and
wrong
people
always
have
a
screw
you
look
into
something
it
all
changes
is
about
the
only
sanity
except
for
the
insanity
; o )
that’s
an
old
trick
god
in
small
doses
religion
spirituality
the
net
the
joining
of
lives
that
should
be
separate
philosophy
does
not
make
you
a
philosopher
have
no
advice
life
is
too
hard
and
pointless
and
more
often
than
not
i
am
on
the
wrong
side
of
it
is
just
an
endless
succession
of
conundrums
that
open
up
into
more
conundrums
de
botton
a
bit
empty
upstairs
if you think about it, its quite species advantageous because he's rearing two broods
one doing well in good conditions
one surviving in harsh conditions
often
we
overlook
what
is
right
under
our
noses
or
have
unrealistic
expectations
about
what
can
be
achieved
brain
seems
to
retain
a
sense
of
developmental
shortfalls
regardless
almost
of
how
old
you
are
and
if
it
can
recover
through
improved nutrition
or
other
factors it
will
try
to
make
up
the
shortfalls
and
this
can
happen
semi-
successfully
at
least
as
late
as
the
early
sixties
i
am
anywhere
i
don't
know
where
if
i'm
not
anywhere
i
don't
know
where
either
believe
in
female
supremacy
it's
not
actually
my
belief
it's
evolutions
belief
this is a sharp medicine, but it is a physician for all diseases and miseries
of which he had a few (diseases)
keats had a particularly painful end
well a hollow medically supported existance is the norm now, tragic death is passι tho fog brained suffering is not
you will have worked out by now that women and children are happy to walk over your half dead body
never
read
the
bible
anyone
who
reads
the
bible
cannot
remain
a
christian
really
depressing
so
much
of
my
life
frittered
away
into
utter
meaninglessness
fifty
the
main
problem
appears
to
be
staying
alive
breeding
madness
of
the
young
i
was
disillusioned
about
life
before
why
am
i
more
disillusioned
now ?
painfulness
of
realizing
everyone
is
separate
from
you
theorem
is the
boundary
condition
between
euclidean
and
non
euclidean
geometery
skilled
but
not
that
bright
unlike joints where we are being specifically degraded to crimp our life span
are
natural
mechanisms
to
protect
true
genius
from
was
never
any
normal
life
for
around
in
circles
i
have
come
back
to
where
i
am
which
is
larger
interest
most
people
just
cannot
see
it
is
in
the
detail
and
correctly
seen
scale
are
in
general
bricks
of
stupidity
funny
the
one
door
that
is
unambiguously
closed
to
me
is
like
it
has
collapsed
the
world
has
got
more
extreme
in
societal
personal
something
very
war
and
tend
to
overlook
where
you
are
underlook
where
you
are
university
system
is
a
settling
down
for
a
comfy
fading
never
happens
river
erodes
the
rock
too
quickly
governmental
systems
have a
huge
power
yet
are
conciousness
suppressed
out
of
kids
the
monster
of
makes
the
very
important
point
that
we
are
changed
by
technology
who
we
are
becomes
different
because
of
technology
put
my
hands
in the sea
i
am
touching
the
sea
and
the
sea
is
touching
me
may
never
be wasted
but
touch
is
without
meaning
we
look
to
see and the waterfall
of
tears
is
impersonal
i
think
of
these
things
we
are
writing
or
painting
to
ourselves
and
that
is
about
all
there
is
to
it
impenetrable
glass
barriers
to
each
other
woman
contemplating
her
own
mortality
something
just
short
circuits !
people
treat
you
like
you
start
to
behave
like
what
i
write
doesn't
have
one
meaning
or
two
but
is
the
failure
of
reason
not
it's
exaltation
you
will
have
to
censor
me
simply
because
i
am
making
sense
if
that
doesn't
make
you
think
what
is ?
understand
a
bit
shouldn't
a
decent
theory
of
the
universe
erode
the
notions
of
beginning
and
end
the
same
way
quantum
theory
eroded
the
certainty
of
place ? !